i get that life is hard and that you had to start over more than once that part actually helps. thanks. survival and liking it are not the same thing. i will do the stuff that keeps me alive. i just do not want that to be the whole answer. "be whatever you want" is the part that does not fit my situation. college is non-negotiable. mom only agreed to this gap year with terms. so i am trying to decide fast. as i said, even thinking some kind of military just to be able to move out. seems like military will stay relevant as long as there are nation-states. a friend decided to go that route and do some drone stuff. does not feel right.
i get that life is hard and that you had to start over more than once that part actually helps. thanks.
survival and liking it are not the same thing. i will do the stuff that keeps me alive. i just do not want that to be the whole answer.
"be whatever you want" is the part that does not fit my situation. college is non-negotiable. mom only agreed to this gap year with terms. so i am trying to decide fast.
as i said, even thinking some kind of military just to be able to move out. seems like military will stay relevant as long as there are nation-states. a friend decided to go that route and do some drone stuff. does not feel right.